It has been years I have not been ridin...There is nothing that makes me happier, I remember as I was still a child I used to go to a pony ranch, near my village in switzerland, me, my sis and a friend, we were peacefully ridin through the forest and through the colorful landscape...It was sumer, the trees were green and the fields glowing in all colors because of the flowers, a soft breze blowing through mu hair, the scent of this marvelous landscape comming right out of a fairy tale book ^__^ Thinkin of this evokes a strange feeling of happiness and pain at the same time, I can still see it as I close my eyes, feel it deep within my soul mourning for somthing I forgot.... After so mutch sadness, and pain how mutch I long for this lost moments of peace, I was happy I remember, really happy.
I don't think I am unhapy now, there have been a lot of great moments in my life since then but, this feeling is unique, I always loved horses, one of my favourite films since I was 5 years old is the last unicorn, it always came on xmas and I remember I did not want to go any where just to be able to watch it ^__^
This is true peace to me, rest for my soul and were my heart lies still...
